Consumed by My Weight

Every day I look at myself, it’s a battle. I always think I’m too skinny still, even after gaining 20 lbs. I used to barely eat and got shit for it. Now I apparently eat too much and will get fat and obese? When will it stop? Stop making me feel like shit every chance you get because you hate yourself so much you have to bring others down.  I hate myself enough already, stop trying to bring me down even lower.